| Memphis ( @ 2006-12-04 00:15:00 |
| Current music: | tom waits- day after tomorrow |
daily affirmations
things get better even when i am cranky and depressed and have the alone forevers. they do. i have a job that doesn't make me cry and that pays my bills AND lets me buy fancy cheese when i want it real bad and am high at dominick's and having people over. my boyfriend DOES love me even if he is a crotchety old curmudgeon holed in his puppyfur covered teeny apartment. i DONT have to fuck things up over and over. I am NOT an alcoholic. my family loves me. crazy is not forever.
today i ate nothing but dried fruit until just now, when i scavenged some shreds of meat off the chicken i bought last night and saved the bones of to make soup. now i am hungry. bah.
new tattoo tomorrow. rose, owl, paintbrush. for my grandma rosie.